All of the things that I don't like
are similar. They all involve performing publicly.
After earning a Black Belt in Karate
back in 1986, I never tested again. At first, this was partly due to
the difficulty involved in being tested at all. For about a decade,
an exam would have entailed a trip to someplace like Japan. After
that, exams became available locally, but by then I felt no pressure
to go for it. As a result, I've been a first degree Black Belt for
almost 30 years. That just might be a record.
I've tried competition a few times,
and didn't like that either, so I stopped.
Demos? Same thing. If it's part of a
class I'm fine with it. I've been the guy demonstrated on many, many
times, and have been the guy demonstrating. The difference between
that and a demo is that in class it's a learning environment. A demo
is not. It's purpose basically to show outsiders what we do. That I don't
like at all.
Anyhow, our Jiu-Jitsu group is
involved in an upcoming parade and demo. The idea is that we might
gain a few new people. It is a good opportunity for this. I'm all for
that. No problem walking in the parade wearing a uniform.
Whenever the demo was discussed,
zillions of others seemed to want to do it. Great; no need for me.
Then, when the crunch came as to who
would actually prepare for the demo, we were coming up
short. I agreed to help.
This morning, at the demo practice there
were very few people present. Therefore, I became part of the demo team. Nuts, but not a big deal. I'll just be rolling with Scott for about 3 or 4
minutes.
Rather not, but I really, really want
our school to succeed. At best, it will draw a few new members. At
worst, it won't, and I'll have had to roll around for a couple of
minutes in public.
The upside is great, and the downside
is no biggie.
But where were all the missing folks?
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